Please, understand these monsters.
They make me crazy!
They are in my head!
They call themselves memories.
They destroy me.
They destroy my behaviour.
They hurt people!
I hurt people.
And as I walked by the place we met, I remembered the little butterflies I had in my tummy when you smiled at me that day…
And now that we are again together I feel different.
Your eyes have again this color of chocolate that I love most. Your touch is more gentle and your kisses softer. The blaze in your eyes changed.
Your smile? It is the most beautiful smile that I have ever seen.
When you smile my world turns upside-down. Every cell moves. And I feel warmth around my heart and goosebumps on my skin.
Suddenly, the sadness I felt, every tear that I have cried and every pain that had hurt me disappear because of you even though you caused all of it.
Then I ask myself..is this love? Is this how it should be or how I should feel? Is it so easy to forget? With one smile, one kiss, one touch?
Questions over questions.
And the answer is..’yes!’
I don’t regret it. I don’t regret anything. I never did. And I will never do.
I love you.
He was in my dreams, and yet I woke up. But the truth was different. This time I did not cry, I was not sad that I woke up. Because he was next to me.
Yes, we were sleeping together. And I think this was the most beautiful feeling that I’ve ever felt. He was next to me. So innocent. With a gentle smile on his face.
He is the person that makes me feel whole in every way.
I love this guy. He is my love. My life. My sadness. My happines. My past. And hopefully my future.
her one and only lover